something you heard

A friend skyped me and checked how I have been for she has HEARD something.

Thanks to her for being such a caring friend.

Thanks to that BIG mouth for giving us a topic to start a conversation.

Thanks to the employer that I could have a turning point.

Thanks to ...

Being thankful is the way I see this change. It's not about what others do to us, but how we have chosen. Even it looks like others chose for us, it's more like we had it allow. Mac in CSI:NY said to Flack, one of his colleagues,

"What it really happened is between you and your God. I am not your prist and all I need to know is if I can still trust you."

What we have done is up to us and we are responsible to our Lord, not others.  It hit me and I am not regreted AT ALL. When I looked back I know deeply- I am how I let it be! When "THE" day comes, I would face to our Lord for all the desicions I made for myself with no fear. He is the one who loves us more than picks our faults. Moreover, no matter what things will be going, I am under my Father's watching. Sweet and Careless!